Post workout meditation on #MasturbationMonday

After a good workout and stretch, a cool down shower is the perfect way to end a workout and centre you mind. Readying you to pursue the rest of your day with an invigorated body and an energised mind.

It’s been a different day today, kinda x-filesy with lots on my mind, things that I’ve been carrying around for a few weeks. When in this state of mind, I enjoy certain types of workouts; running being one of them as it allows be to just be. I simply exist, where all these thoughts that have my mind captured, are kept at bay.

My workout today was relatively harder than usual and I find that the additional flow of blood through my body primes my mind to wonder off in one of two directions. A meditative state where I either solve the problems of the world or drift off into the world of fantasy.

Almost immediately as I stepped under the full flow of water, it rushing over my face and down my body, glimpses of her appear in my mind, connecting together messages, conversations and pictures. Like that of a neural network, each new pathway yielding a mental image, constructing a new reality, a fantasy if you will.

I lather my body with soap, my skin feels like it exhales and then takes a deep breath as the dried perspiration washes away and opens my pores. I close my eyes leaning my body against the wall taking the weight on my forehead with the force of the shower onto my back.

For a brief moment there is nothing and then I sense you with me, your presence, your smell and the touch of your skin. I feel my desire for you coursing though my entire body. The sound of a dog barking brings be back to the present, I realise that I am fully aroused. My hand lubricated by the soap in a steady pattern of strokes along the length of my cock.

I am back with you, a kaleidoscope of parallel realities flash across my mind. The urgency of my desire pumping harder, every nerve ending across my body feeling more. I slip back into the present, I hear the back of my fist slap into my balls amplified by the soap and water. I stroke harder, there is a pain in my testicles from the impact. It takes be back to you.

For a time, I don’t know how long, I continuously slip between you and the present as my orgasm builds. Time slows down, every nerve, every muscle preparing for the climax, a transfer of all my energy in the present to you.

Then the physical sensation of my ejaculation and immediately perception of time stops, you are there in the present and we are together, outside of time and space, soaking in the glow of our union.

I’m back in the shower, rinsing the last of the soap from my body. I feel a warmth, like a glow over me. A time shared in your presence is another memory to treasure.

Not what I want on #SinfulSunday

It seems more often than not, that there are times when I can’t participate and I’d really like too. Especially with those closest to me, there are the constant excuses of work, life and just stuff going on.

Alas no usual #SinfulSunday post from me this week, at least I can participate in the appreciation of all yours.

Not all as it seems

A tropical paradise arises from the forge of storms, oceans and volcanoes. A beauty to behold, a paradise sought by many.

This paradise is so often raging and violent, destroying and taking life as their creation unfolds.

I am remind of the sirens of the sea, their enticing beauty, alluring song and sting in the tail.

TMI Tuesday – July 9, 2019

This is my first participation in TMI Tuesday. I have been following this meam for a few of weeks now and here goes my contribution.

1. Have you ever sent an intimate photo of yourself on accident to the wrong person?

No. I guess I am lucky in this regard although I am careful. I have posted text to wrong person or group , but fortunately not too compromising.

2. Which of these is a caring gesture you would appreciate?
a. Lover pre-heats or pre-cools your car before you drive off to work.
b. Lover initiates or consents to a sex act you’ve been wanting to try.
c. Lover surprises you with a mini vacation or getaway.

Best to answer this as one. I like thinks done in a particular way or I like particular things. Doing something for me like pre-heating a car, cooking a meal, or even buying a present, is sadly for the giver, not met with the enthusiasm they might expected.

I do very much appreciate someone surprising me by doing a mundane chore that I have been procrastinating with.

Regarding someone initiating a sex act I have been fantasising about, I would definitely appreciate that.

3. Office romances–hot or not?

I have never had an office romance and I think they have the potential to be very hot. In particular during the flirting and early intimate stages. I can’t help but think that it could lead to awkward situations when the romance is over and you are still colleagues.

4. To find a romantic mate would you rather use an online dating site or a matchmaker?

I don’t think I would ever use a matchmaker or like been setup by mutual acquaintances. Internet dating and a more old fashioned way of meeting someone would be my preference. I’d add that there is no reason for Internet dating and more old fashioned dating methods and approaches to be mutually exclusive in how you approach them.

5. Think about this. In a current relationship (e.g., romantic, friendship), are you clinging to past good times and memories or are you still having good times and making new happy memories? What relationship, if any, is it time to let go of?

Past good memories together with even the most occasional current new memories are probably enough to keep me in a relationship generally speaking. This question, I’d like to approach it from the opposite angle. Pursuing a new relationship on the basis of potential future good memories. I tend to live in the moment in terms of most relationships other than those with my children.

There are some relationships in my life, that rank very high on the potential to have good future memories with which on reflection I seem to keep at an arms length. The reasons being that they feel in fact out of reach or that I’d not want to disappoint the other person.

I find letting go very hard, which explains the first sentence in this section. Do I have relationships I should let go of? I guess there are some longstanding relationships where there has been a lot invested and where the returns have moved into negative territory. If I where a trader, I would have cut my losses. Alas, I am not.