Awakening, Realisation or Midlife Crisis

I had few moments of introspection recently, taking stock of my life, my needs and my desires. This morning the thought popped into my head, “I am a 19 year old carefree, friendly, helpful man┬áliving the life of a mid 40’s father and provider”.

Are either of these facets the real me or both, should the stay apart or become one?

I don’t know the answer and my journey continues, I will keep you posted.

P.S. I don’t feel in crisis ­čśë